pew pew.

This seems like a seasonal thing for me…

I don’t mean to sound down in the dumps or anything, but damn, I’ve been so sad lately LOL.

It’s really quite bothersome. I think contributing factors include the fact that I don’t have a job, I’m not taking summer classes (my dad told me not to and to take the summer off), most of my friends are still in school, and lastly, my boyfriend just moved to Seattle. I mean, we were a 5-hour drive apart, now we’re a 17-18 hour drive apart. On the bright side…at least we live in the same country? .__.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

With all that, I’ve had some friends who have taken the time to really talk to me and to listen to me rant. They don’t know it, but I feel like they’re saving me from doing something I would regret. They go out of their way to take me out, let me vent when I need to, and they also try to get my mind off over-thinking things and doubting myself by making me play video games with them haha.

I need to get a dog. I would love one like this. So cute. Haha.

HAHA.

Why is it that stuff like this always happens to me?

LOL. Oh goodness, it’s the times like these where I start to feel inadequate and unwanted. Feels absolutely AMAZINGGGGGGGGG…>_> I’m totally kidding about it feeling amazing, in case you weren’t aware of my sarcasm. I actually feel quite…empty, I suppose. I feel like something was taken away from me and I’m left with…an empty space. Lame right? Hahahahaha.

On top of that, the sum of the units of the 2 courses I’m currently taking almost give me full-time student status. HOW JOYOUS! Again…take note of the sarcasm.

A nice release would be beneficial at the moment. Too bad I don’t have a car to use right now so that I could go out and wander around downtown haha. I should just go out and punch something lolz.